The past few weeks, waiting has seemed nearly as long as it does to my four year old when I tell her she has to wait a few hours to go to a birthday party or one more day until a fun activity - it is never going to happen. The wait is long.
Though the waiting we have been doing is nothing serious, which almost makes it that much more frustrating. Our car was in the shop for nine days. Nine days! And our insurance would not cover a rental because it should not have taken that long (and we did not necessarily need it). Shipping the part does not count as labor time and according to the mechanic it was not to be driven. It seemed like an eternity. First world problems, I know. When you are used to life one way, it is hard to adjust and feels like nails on a chalkboard.
And then there were the court decisions and other questions for our foster baby, which we continue to wait on. I did not realize I was waiting until the day came and went and no outcome had been told. Surely we would know the outcome then. An expectation of knowing information instantaneously tends to be ingrained in us these days.
But throughout it, God reminded me nothing was out of his control. All the trivial waiting. It was all for him in his timing. It was not about waiting for the car to be repaired but waiting for him to give back the gift he had graciously given. All the while embracing the renewed appreciation for it. It was about learning how to wait patiently.
It was diving in to Psalm 40:1-3, line by line, in my annoyance and remembering God's hand in it all.
I waited patiently for the Lord;
(not hastily or angerly; not waiting for the decisions but for God)
he turned to me and heard my cry.
he turned to me and heard my cry.
(He turns to us when we wait + hears us)
He lifted me out of the slimy pit,
He lifted me out of the slimy pit,
(God does the action; takes us out of distress / situation)
out of the mud and mire;
out of the mud and mire;
(more bad stuff; bad stuff tends to come in bunches)
he set my feet on a rock
he set my feet on a rock
(takes us out of bad stuff to his solid ground -> building our testimony)
and gave me a firm place to stand.
and gave me a firm place to stand.
(God gives, God does ALL the actions here, while we wait PATIENTLY; firm place to stand: confidently trusting God, standing on his promises + words)
He put a new song in my mouth,
He put a new song in my mouth,
(God puts new songs in us that he gives specifically during these waiting times; more appreciation for what you had, increasingly grateful + thankful for the GIFT!)
a hymn of praise to our God.
a hymn of praise to our God.
(being able to praise God for being God; Praising for rescuing + restoring)
Many will see and fear the Lord
Many will see and fear the Lord
(Others see what God has done for you - how did you wait? Patiently? This causes good fear of God)
and put their trust in him.
and put their trust in him.
(Because of your waiting, others will trust God! God WILL use the waiting)
It was seeing how we are merely to wait patiently on the Lord. That is what we are called to do. God is the one doing everything else. He is turning + hearing + lifting. He is setting our feet on a rock and giving a firm place to stand. He gives the song to sing during the waiting and because of our patience, others see and put their trust in God.
It is such a beautiful picture of how God works. He works in the waiting period. He is working in you and in others. No matter how large or small the circumstance. You need only be still and be patient.
Everlasting God by Christ Tomlin fits here. Have a listen.
Everlasting God by Christ Tomlin fits here. Have a listen.
Strength will rise as we wait upon the Lord
We will wait upon the Lord
We will wait upon the Lord
Praying you would wait and rely
on God to do things in his timing, not yours and that he would give you the
patience and strength to do so. Praying you would be flexible when the need
arises and that you would allow God to figure it the details, which will most
likely not be as you had planned. Praying you would let God lead and let go of
frustrations regarding the situation and fully grasp flexibility and learn
whatever is being taught.
Here's to more waiting and more
patience.